Search 4 ME!

First of all this blog is very personal and transparent..........(prayerfully you can handle that lol)

AnTyway....I've been doing a lot of soul-searching these past few weeks. However, one thing that I discovered is that amid all of the rough time, well, "challenges" I faced this year i had many GREAT, LIFE-CHANGING experiences. I mean I was able to attend the Greatest Conferences, begin ministering at other places besides my own church, and getting local and national recognition for my singing! YEA BUDDY! Only God can do that! Trust that it is none of me but all of HIM!!!. He Loves me and I love Him back so therefore great things can't help but to happen.

With that being said, I know who and who's I am but lately I've been seeking God for my flow. What is my specific assignment. I know it is to lead people to Jesus and to impact other through singing, but if you know anything about me you know that I appreciate 'SPECIFICS'.
One thing I can say is that I know the EXACT genre I would love to sing in and don't be Shocked but it isn't the GOSPEL GENRE INDUSTRY> however it is a Christian Genre (BREATHE SAINTS)

1 mistake I did make this year and I trust if you read this blog you won't fall in the same trap. I allowed a few too many people to join my circle. And the flip side to that is that I didn't let some folks that were in my circle to exit. In 2010 I vow not to make that mistake because I've learned that your associations are crucial to your destiny. I had folks who only wanted to jump on the wagon when I had multiple engagements a week or when they thought I was the 'Hot Topic' for the moment. However, when it was time to write or do some manual work, they were nowhere to be found. Lesson Learned = Don't allow people to just come along for the ride. They will let you down every time.
So all in all I'm still searching for me. I used to be afraid to say that because a lot of people expect different things from me. But this year I can say that I've learned that you can never please man fully and that you shouldn't aim to please man. So really now I'm in better shape than I've ever been because I'm HONEST and I'm pleasing God. Remember the name of my blog is the "Evolution of Bro.J So understand that I'm still growing and learning. Be patient with me! I do know that my honesty will help a lot of people and once I'm really to the point of total victory I will be able to help even more people.

You may still be looking for your true identity. Again, I know who I am in God! Don't get it twisted. I'm not wavering in my faith. I'm just still searching for my niche in a God-successful life. Trust me there is a difference. So these are some of the signs when I knew that I was still confused on my role or niche.