Friday, February 19, 2010

Wisdom (shared with me)

So my spiritual sister in Christ dropped some heavy wisdom on me today! My GOD! In my family life, everything seems like it's going through the growing pains and transitions and some days hurt worse than others. We came to a conference here in Houston for the first family's and we all grabbed something different. My fear, yea I admit I had no faith for this one and God got me for that, was that nothing would change. Today Pastor Ireshea said that it migt not seem to change when we leave. And I have alot of desires. See God asked Solomon in the bible what he wanted and he said two things. I would have messed that up and asked for HUNDREDS of things lol. But she said, and I paraphrase, that if we go back and nothing changes, that's fine. Sometimes we expect people to do what only God can. My focus should be on my personal connection with God because my happiness is not tied to someone else, it is tied to God. I have to intercede, pray, and let God take it and then and only then He is held obligated to fix it. Because I love him and my heart is right towards Him.

I love when she said....If my heart is right towards God and my greatest desire is to please Him, then God is held accountable to bring me into the company of the people that are critical to my success.

I really plan on SERIOUSLY seeking God more. Through Prayer and Studying His word. And I'm not saying that because it sounds pretty but because she also said that when I seek God in return He won't lead me with an assumtpion. I have stepped out on my emotions and what I thought, so many times. But anything God wants me do He will make it crystal clear when we seek Him. God is a God of vision and plan. So I'm not going to make another move until I have the wisdom and assurance and then I won't have to wait for a human support to help me if I fall. Because Where God guides He will provide. So like my Pastor says all the time, I'm going to "Pray about everything and worry about nothing" because I have the faith that God's will, will be accomplished in my life. Thanks for reading. U R loved.

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