A Young Buck

Just finished reading a few pages in Monica Coates book and it confirmed what God told me earlier today. If I would ask the world I'm pretty sure they would say I'm in a state of depression. I went to class today, went to lunch, then went to my friend's Dad's studio and wrote a song and then came home to work on another song but I sat on the couch for a bout 5 hours in the dark. The only light coming from my laptop. Depressed much. 
She epxlained as well as God told me yesterday and today that WE are writing my story. Not that he hasn't already planned my life. He's helping me put it in a form to share with others in the sake of my ministry. Monica said God is building my character because I will need it in the MONSTROUS industry I'm going into.

Amongst all that tonight I believe God has given me a Target audience and a sound for now. It may change but I can strongly agree with him on this one. My target audience is 20-30 something. Like me, Looking for love, to be loved, trying to establish life, pursue goals, seeking direction, want to know God but don't know where to look , trying to survive and start a legacy, searching for purpose. So far I've had a taste of all of these and know I will have to experience more challenges but THIS will be my target to help those people. I knew I wasn't meant for children or teens per say but I know this age quite good.
 My sound is FULL MOON (brandy-creativity-rodney 'darkchild' jerkins) Meets Israel and Newbreed and Lakewood Worship meet Britt Nicoles Target Message. So it's like a pop worship. Can't wait to see what category the industry will try to place me in. But God is building me so they can say what they want. I know what He said and I Know who I am. 
Tomorrow I'm going to pursue and out of state opportunity in the industry. It's time for me to grow up ,spread my wings, step out of the boat and walk on water. I read something today that said stop trying to mature and just grow! They say the early 20's ,I'm 22, are the most exciting years in life to discover and explore. I'm ready. that is all

A young Buck